my mind is rumbling with all of the possibilities,
and all of the missed opportunites
it's actually quite terrifying when i really think about it
away to a new space
away to a new loneliness
i'm not sure if i'll ever be ready
not sure of
the solution to ease my rumbling mind
for now i'll just continue searching,
and searching,
and searching
until i am able to hoist myself up
ontop of all the worry